Back in 2008 I spotted a Radio Naba (non-commercial radio station in my native Latvia) ad at my uni. They had launched a new show dedicated to fairy tales and fantasy stories, and listeners could send them their own stories. I liked the idea of my story being recorded and aired. There was only one problem… I didn’t have anything readily available.

After a few days of brainstorming, I saw a vision: a lonely silhouette in the woods. Who was he? Why was everything black and white? Why was he so sad? I tried to figure it out and then, the whole story just came to me. I wrote non-stop for 12 hours. There was no draft. It was Tiredness, Vincent’s story.

I sent the story to Radio Naba and got a reply. They liked it, however, their schedule was full for spring shows so they would air my story in the autumn. Unfortunately, the year was 2008. Already in the summer there were signs that a recession was coming. I remained optimistic and chose to ignore them. Then reality hit me. A lot of budget cuts happened that year and the fairy tale show was among the casualties.

Left with a story but no audience, I decided to publish it on draugiem.lv (Latvian version of MySpace/Facebook with some elements of WattPad). I received lots of positive feedback and readers kept asking me if there were more stories coming. No, I said. It was a one off thing. Well, that’s what I thought. A few months later another story came to me. And another… I ended up with enough stories for a book. I did share a few of them online and saved the rest for my novel.

It’s funny to remember it now but before I wrote Tiredness, I had never been particularly interested in vampires. I had seen Interview with the Vampire and From Dusk Till Dawn and that was about it. And because I didn’t know much about these mythical immortal creatures, I had to call a good friend of mine who is an avid reader of fantasy and sci-fi and ask her a ton of questions. From what she told me I developed my own ideas and then  incorporated them into my story.

Journals of the Undead