Journals of the Undead

Tag: fantasy

  • What Would I Do Differently…

    What Would I Do Differently…

    …if I were writing Journals of the Undead today? I’ve thought about it every now and then, especially as I was preparing the Latvian edition for publishing. In short, quite a few things but here are the main ones…

    Firstly, I would not cover four centuries and the stories would be in a chronological order. With JotU, I left them in the order in which they were written. I came to know my characters, their background and the events that shaped them gradually and this is reflected in the pace of the novel.

    Secondly, since I’d cover a much shorter period of time, there would be less characters. Four protagonists is fine but there’s a considerable amount of supporting characters in JotU who only appeared briefly and that’s a shame as some of them deserved more time in the spotlight.

    Thirdly, there would be at least one Latvian character.

    And, in general, the stories would be more light-hearted. My characters would still deal with the worldly winds and the pros and cons of eternal life but there would be more humour.

    I could have added all this to the manuscript but I chose not to. I have edited JotU several times over the years but those have been minor edits. The biggest change I made was re-writing a dialogue between two characters in the 5th story, The Encounter, where they discuss whether vampires have a soul. My thoughts on the subject have changed so I replaced the original dialogue with a new one. Apart from that, I’ve left the stories as they were, concerned that any cardinal changes would weaken and worsen the novel instead of improving it.

  • Vampires & Religion

    Vampires & Religion

    I recently finished reading The Vampire Armand by Anne Rice. Whilst I really enjoyed 2/3 of the book which focused on Armand’s different lives through the centuries, I started losing interest when his story returned to the 1990s. I simply couldn’t understand his obsession with Christian relics and Christianity in general. To me, vampires and religion do not mix. My own vampires turn their back to any religion after their transformation. They do believe in a higher power but they understand that their existence goes against the eternal cycle of life and death: everything that is born passes away some time later. They’ve cheated death and therefore there is no God available to them, they’re completely on their own.

    To each their own, obviously. Vampire literature would be boring if all writers had the same beliefs and there would be a strict canon.

    And yet I struggled. The thing is, I was born in an atheist country where religion was banned and grew up in a secular state. We did have some Bible lessons at school but I quickly realised Christianity was not for me. Therefore, to this day, I know very little about it. When Armand was in ruptures about Veronica’s Veil I had to Google it because I had no idea what it is and why it’s significant.

    So, when Pandora (who was born in Ancient Rome) didn’t share his excitement and Armand asked why, I shouted out loud when she said that Christ was never her Lord. Same thing, Pandora, same thing!

    But, as I wrote earlier, everyone’s different. And I did enjoy most of the book…

  • “Šķautnes”

    “Šķautnes”

    I don’t like to talk about projects until they’re finished so I didn’t… But now I can. The Latvian version of Journals of the Undead, titled “Šķautnes”, which means ‘facets’ in Latvian, is out now! I feel happy and tired at the same time so this will be a very short post. I would like to thank “Sava grāmata”, the publishing company, and Santagora Torma, the illustrator. “Šķautnes” will be available in selected Latvian online and bricks and mortar book stores soon.

  • Music That Inspired Journals of the Undead

    Music That Inspired Journals of the Undead

    Journals of the Undead was written between 2008-2010 so I only remember the artists that I listened to the most.

    The Rolling Stones, one of my favourite bands. Wild Horses is one of my all time favourites and one of the songs that’s mentioned in the book. It has a special meaning for me and now it is a special song for one of the characters, too: Lucretia first heard the song when she was about to close one chapter of her life and start another and listened to it a lot.

    Sarah Brightman, one of my favourite singers. I saw a recording of her live concert at St. Stephen’s Cathedral in Vienna in 2008 and it’s one of the best performances I’ve ever seen. When Brightman sang Fleurs du Mal, it was a magical experience. I love the song so much that I wrote it into one of the stories

    Sisters of Mercy. I was trying to come up with a name for the female lead when Lucretia, My Reflection came up on my MP3 player. I liked the way it sounded and, since she was based on me, the reflection thing, too, resonated with me.

    Take A Shot by the Finnish band Lovex. There was a time when I would listen to this song non-stop and that included the time when I was working on Tiredness, the first story. The lyrics made me think of Vincent and it sort of became his song. Every time I hear it I think of my story and every time I read Tiredness, I think of the song.

    The 69 Eyes aka Helsinki Vampires – an obvious choice but I started to listen to them several years before I wrote the first story. Wasting the Dawn, Brandon Lee and Velvet Touch are still my favourites.

    Over the years, I have edited the stories quite a few times and, when I was editing the English version back in 2020, I started listening to classical music a lot, especially Handel’s Water Music and pretty much anything by Mozart. There is a particular classical music for studying playlist on YouTube that I always play in the background when I need to focus. Apart from liking classical music in general, the fact that no-one’s singing means I don’t get distracted by lyrics.

  • Behind the Scenes: Vincent

    Today is Vincent’s birthday so in this post I want to talk about my favourite character. It is mentioned in the novel that Vincent is certain of his year of birth, 1802, but does not know his birthday and chose the date himself. As the youngest son of a large and poor working class family in London, his parents wouldn’t have paid much attention to when their children arrived in this world. In those days, they would be more concerned about whether their offspring would make it past the age of 5. Back then five-year-olds were deemed to be old enough to work and supplement the family income.

    Vincent was the first character I created. For a while my favourite character was Lucretia and that heavily influenced the plot but now, when I read my own stories, it is Vincent that I empathise with the most. He’s the only one who never really came to terms with turning into a vampire, there’s something beautiful, sad and tragic about him. He’s one of those characters you want to hug and say that this too shall pass and everything’s going to be fine even though you know it’s not true.

    I was at uni when I wrote his story, Tiredness, and had to do research for a study course, I can’t remember which one now. What I do remember is that it involved reading some chapters of The Capital by Karl Marx. I was so horrified to learn about the terrible living and working conditions of the workers in industrial England that I incorporated some of it in Tiredness.

  • Behind the Scenes: Lucretia

    It’s Lucretia’s birthday today. Although she’s one of the four protagonists and one of my favourite characters, she did not exist in the original draft. Ok, originally there was no novel, there was just one story, Tiredness, that I assumed would also be my last but life had other plans for me…

    I created Lucretia when I decided to include a character based on me in the stories, a supporting character living in the vampire house. However, once her character was created and started to grow, Lucretia pretty much took over the novel and she’s the reason why the book is the way it is.

    Because of the reason mentioned above, she’s the only one that is described in the novel in such great detail – down to the freckles. She’s got my face, we’re the same height, she’s got my qualities, both good and bad, and my restlessness. There is one major difference, however: I’m left handed but I decided to leave Lucretia right handed. And, of course, she is frozen in time and will always look like I did in my early 20s whereas I have aged.

    She got her name from a song. I created my heroine first and then (unsuccessfully) tried to name her. One night, when I was working on the stories, I put music on shuffle and the first song that was played was Lucretia, My Reflection by the Sisters of Mercy. I looked no further.

    As for Lucretia’s surname, Lockwood, I was inspired by Charles Dickens. He had Lady Dedlock in Bleak House, one of my favourite books, and I liked the sound of it. I wanted my heroine to also have the word ‘lock’ in her name. After some brainstorming, I picked ‘Lockwood’ because, figuratively speaking, Lucretia is trapped: locked in a world she cannot leave.

  • Vampires & Mirrors

    Vampires & Mirrors

    As I mentioned in my previous post, I knew next to nothing about vampires when I got the inspiration for my first story. A friend who reads nothing but sci-fi and fantasy enlightened me and I got a rough idea of what my vampires were going to be like. There were aspects of vampire life that I could figure out later and then there were things I needed to decide about before I put pen to paper. The most pressing question was: should my characters be able to see their reflection?

    I decided they should. What’s the point of being forever young and immortal if you cannot see your own face ever again? Also, I was being practical. Tiredness, the first story, starts in 1820 when there weren’t that many mirrors and shop windows about so successfully avoiding them all would have been possible. However, some of the later stories are set in the 20th and 21st century and reflective surfaces are now pretty much everywhere. A creature without a reflection would struggle to hide their secret.

    I’ve always been interested to know why there was an assumption that vampires can’t see their own reflection. Some years later I was reading stuff online about the topic and saw an engineer’s comment, he explained that mirrors used to be coated with silver, which is a holy metal, whereas these days they’re made using aluminium. And that made perfect sense. Holy metal, unholy creatures: creatures can’t see their reflection.  Aluminium has no such properties therefore vampires should be able to see themselves.

    Have you seen Being Human? I didn’t realise that Mitchell had no reflection until he got into trouble because of it. He also could not be captured on film or photographed – which also caused problems. It worked well for the plot but it wouldn’t work well in everyday life!

  • How It All Started

    How It All Started

    Back in 2008 I spotted a Radio Naba (non-commercial radio station in my native Latvia) ad at my uni. They had launched a new show dedicated to fairy tales and fantasy stories, and listeners could send them their own stories. I liked the idea of my story being recorded and aired. There was only one problem… I didn’t have anything readily available.

    After a few days of brainstorming, I saw a vision: a lonely silhouette in the woods. Who was he? Why was everything black and white? Why was he so sad? I tried to figure it out and then, the whole story just came to me. I wrote non-stop for 12 hours. There was no draft. It was Tiredness, Vincent’s story.

    I sent the story to Radio Naba and got a reply. They liked it, however, their schedule was full for spring shows so they would air my story in the autumn. Unfortunately, the year was 2008. Already in the summer there were signs that a recession was coming. I remained optimistic and chose to ignore them. Then reality hit me. A lot of budget cuts happened that year and the fairy tale show was among the casualties.

    Left with a story but no audience, I decided to publish it on draugiem.lv (Latvian version of MySpace/Facebook with some elements of WattPad). I received lots of positive feedback and readers kept asking me if there were more stories coming. No, I said. It was a one off thing. Well, that’s what I thought. A few months later another story came to me. And another… I ended up with enough stories for a book. I did share a few of them online and saved the rest for my novel.

    It’s funny to remember it now but before I wrote Tiredness, I had never been particularly interested in vampires. I had seen Interview with the Vampire and From Dusk Till Dawn and that was about it. And because I didn’t know much about these mythical immortal creatures, I had to call a good friend of mine who is an avid reader of fantasy and sci-fi and ask her a ton of questions. From what she told me I developed my own ideas and then  incorporated them into my story.

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