In short, because I felt too drained for that. I had spent months editing, communicating with the publishing house and my book illustrator, working in my day job, doing my radio show, and planning how to promote the novel. By the time the Latvian version of Journals of the Undead, “Šķautnes”, was printed I just wanted to have a break and not do anything book related for a while. So, instead of a big launch my book illustrator, Santagora, suggested an event at a library. I thought it was a nice compromise so that’s what we did. We chose Lielvārde, a picturesque town about an hour away from Riga, and it was a small event in collaboration with a local school.
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KITT
I was a huge fan of Knight Rider when it was broadcasted in Latvia in my teens. Yes, you read that right: following the collapse of the Soviet Union we had a lot of catching up to do on popular culture in the 1990s and early 2000s and watched a lot of classic 1980s TV shows a decade or so later.
I started watching Knight Rider because David Hassellhoff was in it and it featured a really nice looking car. I also loved Bonnie and Devon: Bonnie because of her brains and Devon because he was always in such a cool contrast to Michael.
Unfortunately, as the show progressed the scripts got worse and I only kept watching it to see KITT. It was my dream car back then and I’ d still love to own a replica one day. So far all I’ve got is a scale model from the photo (complete with the flashing laser) and a T-shirt.
I blame my interest in cars on Grandpa, a lifelong petrolhead, a Merc enthusiast and a great mechanic.
Back to KITT… I wrote Journals of the Undead in my early 20s when getting a driving licence was beyond my means, let alone buying a 1982 Pontiac Trans AM. If I couldn’t drive it, one of my characters could so I wrote a KITT replica into the stories. And, since Lucretia is based on me, she was the obvious choice.
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Music That Inspired Journals of the Undead
Journals of the Undead was written between 2008-2010 so I only remember the artists that I listened to the most.
The Rolling Stones, one of my favourite bands. Wild Horses is one of my all time favourites and one of the songs that’s mentioned in the book. It has a special meaning for me and now it is a special song for one of the characters, too: Lucretia first heard the song when she was about to close one chapter of her life and start another and listened to it a lot.
Sarah Brightman, one of my favourite singers. I saw a recording of her live concert at St. Stephen’s Cathedral in Vienna in 2008 and it’s one of the best performances I’ve ever seen. When Brightman sang Fleurs du Mal, it was a magical experience. I love the song so much that I wrote it into one of the stories
Sisters of Mercy. I was trying to come up with a name for the female lead when Lucretia, My Reflection came up on my MP3 player. I liked the way it sounded and, since she was based on me, the reflection thing, too, resonated with me.
Take A Shot by the Finnish band Lovex. There was a time when I would listen to this song non-stop and that included the time when I was working on Tiredness, the first story. The lyrics made me think of Vincent and it sort of became his song. Every time I hear it I think of my story and every time I read Tiredness, I think of the song.
The 69 Eyes aka Helsinki Vampires – an obvious choice but I started to listen to them several years before I wrote the first story. Wasting the Dawn, Brandon Lee and Velvet Touch are still my favourites.
Over the years, I have edited the stories quite a few times and, when I was editing the English version back in 2020, I started listening to classical music a lot, especially Handel’s Water Music and pretty much anything by Mozart. There is a particular classical music for studying playlist on YouTube that I always play in the background when I need to focus. Apart from liking classical music in general, the fact that no-one’s singing means I don’t get distracted by lyrics.
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Books That Inspired Journals of the Undead
I’ve been an avid reader for most of my life and the amount of books I’ve read far exceeds the amount of stuff I’ve put on paper myself. When I do write, as it often happens, inspiration comes from an unexpected source.
I’ve mentioned before that I was studying at uni when I wrote Journals of the Undead and, as part of a research, needed to borrow The Capital by Karl Marx from the library. I had read some of the works by Charles Dickens (Bleak House, Nicholas Nickleby, Oliver Twist, A Christmas Carol) before so I knew that London in the 1800s was a tough place for the poor but what I read in The Capital was truly shocking. When I started to work on Tiredness, the first story, I incorporated some of that into the story so that we wouldn’t forget how bad things used to be and avoid history from repeating itself. Sadly, there is still plenty of workplace exploitation and poor living conditions in the 21st century.
Fast forward to the 9th chapter, Revelry, which was inspired by The Picture of Dorian Gray with its decadence and the main character’s questionable morals. I’ve always loved Oscar Wilde’s witty language and cracking one liners and I remembered some of them whilst coming up with my own ones. Revelry was written in late 2009, around the same time when the film Dorian Gray came out so it was influenced by that as well, in addition to Wilde’s original story.
Dracula by Bram Stoker. This book left such a big impression on me that it was written into the novel. In the 5th chapter, Encounter, three of the characters are discussing the book, when they first read it and how it affected them.
Poetry… Lord Byron, Percy Shelley and John Keats are among my favourite poets. All three are mentioned throughout the stories and a supporting character is named after one of them.
Another author I want to mention in this post is Jorge Luis Borges. None of his works directly influenced Journals of the Undead but I love how timeless his stories are and was intrigued when I learned that, for Borges, his stories were never really finished, they remained live: he would rewrite or edit them throughout his life meaning that different editions of the same book could be rather different.
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Behind the Scenes: Lucretia
It’s Lucretia’s birthday today. Although she’s one of the four protagonists and one of my favourite characters, she did not exist in the original draft. Ok, originally there was no novel, there was just one story, Tiredness, that I assumed would also be my last but life had other plans for me…
I created Lucretia when I decided to include a character based on me in the stories, a supporting character living in the vampire house. However, once her character was created and started to grow, Lucretia pretty much took over the novel and she’s the reason why the book is the way it is.
Because of the reason mentioned above, she’s the only one that is described in the novel in such great detail – down to the freckles. She’s got my face, we’re the same height, she’s got my qualities, both good and bad, and my restlessness. There is one major difference, however: I’m left handed but I decided to leave Lucretia right handed. And, of course, she is frozen in time and will always look like I did in my early 20s whereas I have aged.
She got her name from a song. I created my heroine first and then (unsuccessfully) tried to name her. One night, when I was working on the stories, I put music on shuffle and the first song that was played was Lucretia, My Reflection by the Sisters of Mercy. I looked no further.
As for Lucretia’s surname, Lockwood, I was inspired by Charles Dickens. He had Lady Dedlock in Bleak House, one of my favourite books, and I liked the sound of it. I wanted my heroine to also have the word ‘lock’ in her name. After some brainstorming, I picked ‘Lockwood’ because, figuratively speaking, Lucretia is trapped: locked in a world she cannot leave.

