Journals of the Undead

Tag: lucretia my reflection

  • Music That Inspired Journals of the Undead

    Music That Inspired Journals of the Undead

    Journals of the Undead was written between 2008-2010 so I only remember the artists that I listened to the most.

    The Rolling Stones, one of my favourite bands. Wild Horses is one of my all time favourites and one of the songs that’s mentioned in the book. It has a special meaning for me and now it is a special song for one of the characters, too: Lucretia first heard the song when she was about to close one chapter of her life and start another and listened to it a lot.

    Sarah Brightman, one of my favourite singers. I saw a recording of her live concert at St. Stephen’s Cathedral in Vienna in 2008 and it’s one of the best performances I’ve ever seen. When Brightman sang Fleurs du Mal, it was a magical experience. I love the song so much that I wrote it into one of the stories

    Sisters of Mercy. I was trying to come up with a name for the female lead when Lucretia, My Reflection came up on my MP3 player. I liked the way it sounded and, since she was based on me, the reflection thing, too, resonated with me.

    Take A Shot by the Finnish band Lovex. There was a time when I would listen to this song non-stop and that included the time when I was working on Tiredness, the first story. The lyrics made me think of Vincent and it sort of became his song. Every time I hear it I think of my story and every time I read Tiredness, I think of the song.

    The 69 Eyes aka Helsinki Vampires – an obvious choice but I started to listen to them several years before I wrote the first story. Wasting the Dawn, Brandon Lee and Velvet Touch are still my favourites.

    Over the years, I have edited the stories quite a few times and, when I was editing the English version back in 2020, I started listening to classical music a lot, especially Handel’s Water Music and pretty much anything by Mozart. There is a particular classical music for studying playlist on YouTube that I always play in the background when I need to focus. Apart from liking classical music in general, the fact that no-one’s singing means I don’t get distracted by lyrics.

  • Behind the Scenes: Lucretia

    It’s Lucretia’s birthday today. Although she’s one of the four protagonists and one of my favourite characters, she did not exist in the original draft. Ok, originally there was no novel, there was just one story, Tiredness, that I assumed would also be my last but life had other plans for me…

    I created Lucretia when I decided to include a character based on me in the stories, a supporting character living in the vampire house. However, once her character was created and started to grow, Lucretia pretty much took over the novel and she’s the reason why the book is the way it is.

    Because of the reason mentioned above, she’s the only one that is described in the novel in such great detail – down to the freckles. She’s got my face, we’re the same height, she’s got my qualities, both good and bad, and my restlessness. There is one major difference, however: I’m left handed but I decided to leave Lucretia right handed. And, of course, she is frozen in time and will always look like I did in my early 20s whereas I have aged.

    She got her name from a song. I created my heroine first and then (unsuccessfully) tried to name her. One night, when I was working on the stories, I put music on shuffle and the first song that was played was Lucretia, My Reflection by the Sisters of Mercy. I looked no further.

    As for Lucretia’s surname, Lockwood, I was inspired by Charles Dickens. He had Lady Dedlock in Bleak House, one of my favourite books, and I liked the sound of it. I wanted my heroine to also have the word ‘lock’ in her name. After some brainstorming, I picked ‘Lockwood’ because, figuratively speaking, Lucretia is trapped: locked in a world she cannot leave.