Journals of the Undead

Tag: vampire story

  • Lucretia’s Birthday

    Lucretia’s Birthday

    It’s January 29 again so this post will be about the birthday girl, Lucretia.

    Do you believe in astrology? What do vampires and astrology have in common, you might think. Well, I do believe in star signs – a little bit.

    Lucretia is one of the four main characters in Journals of the Undead and the only female protagonist in my novel. Originally her birthday was on June 29 , making her star sign Cancer. Her back story is that Lucretia turned into a vampire being betrayed by her first love. Lucretia was so badly hurt she died from sorrow.

    I thought about it and realised I’ve never met a Cancer who’d react to a messy break up like that. Yes, Cancers are sensitive souls and can be hurt badly and suffer terribly but they bounce back. They get drunk, complain to their friends and then, about a week later, Cancers emerge triumphantly and move on. They’ve either gotten over their ex or plotted a nasty vendetta.

    Lucretia’s sensitive nature and dying for love sounded more like an Aquarius so I moved her birthday to January.

  • 2023 Summary

    2023 Summary

    Christmas and the end of the year are fast approaching so I decided to do a summary of my 2023 post.

    In short, it’s been a roller coaster year. I was been thinking about publishing the Latvian version of Journals of the Undead, “Šķautnes”, for quite a while. I had found a company that could take care of printing and distribution and had an illustrator, too. My plan was to edit the stories first and then set the thing in motion.

    However, back in January, I realised I could spend another few years without getting anything done. Instead of “someday” I needed a deadline, that’s how I work. Given that my novel is about vampires, October/November seemed the best time to launch the book. I emailed the Latvian publishing house Sava grāmata, we discussed deadlines and got the ball rolling.

    Or so I thought. I made a grave error (pun intended) of underestimating how much time editing would take. I only did minor edits as I feared that any major editing, no matter how well intended, could potentially weaken or dilute the original story. I wrote the novel when I was in my 20s, I’m in my 30s now, I’m a stronger and better storyteller now but… Journals of the Undead were written and belong to a particular time in my life and should remain there. By removing some of its weaknesses I would risk damaging its strengths. There will be sequels and an alternative version of the same events where I’ll have the opportunity to demonstrate my current skills.

    In short, I couldn’t stick to my own deadlines. This was due to various reasons, including my day job and other commitments. I reached a really low point in August and even considered postponing the project for a year. Feeling lost, I emailed Sava grāmata, who – bless them! – displayed angelic levels of understanding. They assured me we can still manage to launch the book this autumn. “Who knows what’s going to happen in a year’s time? It’s now or never,” I thought. And so the manuscript, written mostly in Riga but also in Hamburg and Copenhagen, was finally finished at Schiphol Airport in Amsterdam. “Šķautnes” was officially released on September 19 and hit the shelves in selected Latvian bookstores shortly afterwards.

  • Music & Editing

    Music & Editing

    I usually listen to music whilst editing as it helps me: a) get in the mood; b) stay focused. When I find a song I really like I can listen to it for hours on repeat – I’m not exaggerating! One of such songs is Burn by The Cure. I’ve lost count how many times I’ve listened to it, one of my all time favourites! The Crow (1994), one of my favourite movies by the way, had a great soundtrack but I like Burn the most.

    And then there is the opposite… I realised early on that Type O Negative and editing don’t go together. I love the band but find Peter Steele’s voice to be too distracting. Instead of doing what I was supposed to be doing I ended up watching the band’s music videos instead.

    The trouble with editing is that I need to be super focused and, because I have a day job and other commitments, the time I can set aside for this task is limited and needs to be used as efficiently as possible. Writing is different: I let my mind wander and I write down everything without thinking about it much plus writing can be done anytime as I nearly always carry pen and paper with me and, if I don’t, then I record a voice message on my phone.

    Editing is when I assemble, filter and arrange text so my mind needs to be completely present. Also, as much as I like to burn the midnight oil, I cannot edit at night. Write yes, edit no – I’ve tried it and lost hours the next day dealing with typos and silly mistakes from the previous night’s editing session. So no editing past 9 pm for me.

  • Why I Didn’t Have a Launch Party

    Why I Didn’t Have a Launch Party

    In short, because I felt too drained for that. I had spent months editing, communicating with the publishing house and my book illustrator, working in my day job, doing my radio show, and planning how to promote the novel. By the time the Latvian version of Journals of the Undead, “Šķautnes”, was printed I just wanted to have a break and not do anything book related for a while. So, instead of a big launch my book illustrator, Santagora, suggested an event at a library. I thought it was a nice compromise so that’s what we did. We chose Lielvārde, a picturesque town about an hour away from Riga, and it was a small event in collaboration with a local school.

  • “Šķautnes”

    “Šķautnes”

    I don’t like to talk about projects until they’re finished so I didn’t… But now I can. The Latvian version of Journals of the Undead, titled “Šķautnes”, which means ‘facets’ in Latvian, is out now! I feel happy and tired at the same time so this will be a very short post. I would like to thank “Sava grāmata”, the publishing company, and Santagora Torma, the illustrator. “Šķautnes” will be available in selected Latvian online and bricks and mortar book stores soon.

  • Journals of the Undead vs Parallel World

    Journals of the Undead vs Parallel World

    I have another vampire story, Parallel World, written in short chapters and available on Wattpad. Parallel World originated from some left over material that didn’t quite fit into Journals of the Undead. Also, JotU deals with tough stuff: loss, betrayal, loneliness and depression a lot, which was starting to have an impact on me. There is a bit of humour in my novel but not much so I wanted to write something more light hearted to keep things in balance. And that’s how Parallel World was born. Of course, as it often happens, the characters started to evolve and have their own ways therefore altering my initial idea.

    The main differences are…

    Number 1: less lead characters. Unlike JotU, Parallel World has only two protagonists, Elisa and Jack, and all but one of the chapters are told by Elisa. 

    Number2: Less jumping between centuries. All episodes take place in 2009/2010 apart from the occasional flashbacks.

    Number 3: Whilst writing my book, I discovered how I enjoy using historical facts (the more bonkers the better) and mixing them with fiction. I’m very interested in European history, especially Hungarian, and you’ll notice that when you read Parallel World.

    Number 4: the vampires in Parallel World are less homogenous. When I was writing Journals of the Undead, I was still working out what my vampires would be like. As a result, they all had roughly the same abilities and limitations, and no special powers. By the time I was working on the next story, I started to find it rather boring and mixed things up. Therefore the vampires in Parallel World are a very diverse bunch, including one who can turn into an owl. And I’ve thrown in a vampire hunter to make things even more interesting.

    Number 5: the supporting characters are a truly motley crew. Unlike Journals of the Undead, where the vampires are essentially good guys and girls who only do bad things if the situation requires it, some of the vampires in Parallel World are rotten to the core and no-one can do anything about it. The good vampires tolerate the bad ones and vice versa but they’re all stuck together in this parallel reality.

    Number 6: Latvians! Journals of the Undead had none and it is one of my regrets about the novel. I rectified this in Parallel World, which features three Latvians, all very different, and one of the chapters is set in Latvia.

    The stories were originally written in Latvian and there are 35 chapters in total. So far, I’ve managed to translate 25.

  • Behind the Scenes: Arifay

    Out of all my characters, Arifay is the one I know the least about. How could this be if I created him and wrote the stories? Well, it’s more a case of writing them down. The characters all came to me and revealed as much or as little as they wanted.

    Arifay’s date of birth, surname and home town are never revealed in Journals of the Undead. He’s in his mid 20s and, like Yuri, was born in the 18th century. Romantic yet cynical, more of a thinker than a man of action, calm yet determined, often smiling but with a dry sense of humour, Arifay avoids the spotlight but leaves a big and lasting impression on the humans and vampires he meets. A natural born teacher, he loves sharing knowledge and has remarkable levels of patience. Arifay normally keeps himself to himself but, once he becomes close to someone, he is a loyal friend.

    People have asked me about the origins of his unusual name. The answer is: I don’t know. It just came to me.

  • Behind the Scenes: Yuri

    Described as a charming devil, Yuri is the only main character in Journals of the Undead who became a better person after turning into a vampire. Cold, cruel and manipulative during his human life, he achieved remarkable personal development as a vampire. Part of this is due to the fact that he encountered vampires of various social backgrounds and that made him get out of his bubble and see the world as it is. Also, Yuri discovered that he’s a good mentor and helped vampires, who felt lost in their new life, as much as he could to accept it or find a purpose.

    Although he was born and grew up in the 18th century, Yuri preferred the 19th century though not the Victorian era. The sudden strict morals and bizarre new customs were too much for him and he eventually left Britain.

    Although Yuri never truly lets go of his arrogance and narcissism, he is fiercely loyal, protective and caring and will always help his friends without asking many questions. His character is in contrast to Arifay, Vincent and Lucretia who were never evil during their human life and also the circumstances in which they became vampires are completely different – Yuri is the only one who wanted to become immortal and therefore the only one who had weighed the pros and cons of eternal life.

    I like creating complex characters and it means that all four protagonists have flaws, bad habits and can get on your nerves from time to time. They are neither good nor bad, living in the shadows and having all the time in the world to decide what they want to do next.

  • KITT

    KITT

    I was a huge fan of Knight Rider when it was broadcasted in Latvia in my teens. Yes, you read that right: following the collapse of the Soviet Union we had a lot of catching up to do on popular culture in the 1990s and early 2000s and watched a lot of classic 1980s TV shows a decade or so later.

    I started watching Knight Rider because David Hassellhoff was in it and it featured a really nice looking car. I also loved Bonnie and Devon: Bonnie because of her brains and Devon because he was always in such a cool contrast to Michael.

    Unfortunately, as the show progressed the scripts got worse and I only kept watching it to see KITT. It was my dream car back then and I’ d still love to own a replica one day. So far all I’ve got is a scale model from the photo (complete with the flashing laser) and a T-shirt.

    I blame my interest in cars on Grandpa, a lifelong petrolhead, a Merc enthusiast and a great mechanic.

    Back to KITT… I wrote Journals of the Undead in my early 20s when getting a driving licence was beyond my means, let alone buying a 1982 Pontiac Trans AM. If I couldn’t drive it, one of my characters could so I wrote a KITT replica into the stories. And, since Lucretia is based on me, she was the obvious choice.

  • Music That Inspired Journals of the Undead

    Music That Inspired Journals of the Undead

    Journals of the Undead was written between 2008-2010 so I only remember the artists that I listened to the most.

    The Rolling Stones, one of my favourite bands. Wild Horses is one of my all time favourites and one of the songs that’s mentioned in the book. It has a special meaning for me and now it is a special song for one of the characters, too: Lucretia first heard the song when she was about to close one chapter of her life and start another and listened to it a lot.

    Sarah Brightman, one of my favourite singers. I saw a recording of her live concert at St. Stephen’s Cathedral in Vienna in 2008 and it’s one of the best performances I’ve ever seen. When Brightman sang Fleurs du Mal, it was a magical experience. I love the song so much that I wrote it into one of the stories

    Sisters of Mercy. I was trying to come up with a name for the female lead when Lucretia, My Reflection came up on my MP3 player. I liked the way it sounded and, since she was based on me, the reflection thing, too, resonated with me.

    Take A Shot by the Finnish band Lovex. There was a time when I would listen to this song non-stop and that included the time when I was working on Tiredness, the first story. The lyrics made me think of Vincent and it sort of became his song. Every time I hear it I think of my story and every time I read Tiredness, I think of the song.

    The 69 Eyes aka Helsinki Vampires – an obvious choice but I started to listen to them several years before I wrote the first story. Wasting the Dawn, Brandon Lee and Velvet Touch are still my favourites.

    Over the years, I have edited the stories quite a few times and, when I was editing the English version back in 2020, I started listening to classical music a lot, especially Handel’s Water Music and pretty much anything by Mozart. There is a particular classical music for studying playlist on YouTube that I always play in the background when I need to focus. Apart from liking classical music in general, the fact that no-one’s singing means I don’t get distracted by lyrics.